Hanging Out with the Band

Hanging Out with the Band

Saturday, October 30, 2010

A Regular Morning!

So, today I was awaken around 8:30 Am by the very annoying sound of my mom knocking on my door, telling to get up because the breakfast was ready and we were all about to seat down for breakfast. Me waking up today was very annoying because the night before I had friends over and well enough to say they left around 4 Am so you can imagine how much sleep I got, also there is also the issue that I woke to with an incredible head ache, so I was really annoyed this morning, but things started to get better as soon as I step out the bathroom. My mom made scramble eggs for breakfast with toast and strawberry milk shake (Strawberries happen to be one of my favorite fruits, so I would eat or drink anything with strawberries) so after taking a couple pills for my head ache I eat my breakfast and which was amazing, then my dad started talking about tomorrow being sunday and him wanting to go out and eat out with my mom (That is very normal for him, my dad has this believe that no one should work or do anything but to rest on a sunday, so that is what he does, no matter what) and suddenly he said, I need to wash my baby (he was referring to his Mercedes Benz, sometimes I think he loves that car more than he loves my mom, but who knows). The highlights of my day was when this friends of mine came over  to talk to me about the bible(the just join this religious group and now they have to go door to door doing this, which is fine I don't mind) so of course I invite them in and my dad, who was outside, came barging into the house interrupting our conversation to talk about me! Like what the F*** men, and this wasn't even a conversation, a conversation is a two way road, you talk I listen, I talk you listen, but what he was doing was monologging the whole conversation as if his ideas or what he had to say to my friends was more important than anything else. My friends just gave me this look like, when is he ever going to be quiet? he didn't notice it and kept going and going, till one of my friends, Donald, decided to interrupt him and my dad stop talking for a sec and said, I've said to much, so I am going to leave you guys here  to finish your talk(I don't want to get into the details of all of the crap that my dad talked about, because honestly it is a bunch of crap, but to give you and idea so you can paint the picture, he talked about the $200 electricity bill last month, I mean we live in Florida, what else did he talk about, oh yeah, about me not been more like him and about wanting to live alone (when he said this I remember thinking then you would be...) because we are not (my brother and I) as organized as he is and what not) and walked away...  Like who does that??? Where are all the manners and morals? Where did they go? Were all life learned lesson crap? or was it all just for show?

Friday, October 29, 2010

My First Time

This is the first time I am actually writing about my personal life, I mean I've talked to people in the past, specially when I was in school, I mean the stress that I got from classes, work, relationships and what not, it was hard to handle so my parents suggest to talk to someone about it, so they could help me manage stress in a better way.  But this is way different I am actually going to talk about all of the very personal issues, that I've never talked about before. Why now? Well  I need to vent and also it is easier and cheaper to write about this things than to actually schedule a therapy session with an specialist.